wat the heck....

suddenly...i feel something dat is always true is true again...
no matter how much i refuse to believe in it.....

nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai~!

got a call from my frd few days back...
one of my gd pals when i was a trainee in OETI
he called to ask how am i and etc...
he told me his gf is complaining he is paying too much attention to her...
she likes him when he bochup her in the beginning..
wat the heck????
stupid stupid gal...
she requested him to be as bochup as b4.. haiz..
he at loss of wat to do...
i told him jus do wat he feels he shld do lor...
if showing concern is a bad thing then there isnt a pt in continuing....
WAT WOMAN WANTS sia...???? concern cannot...dun care oso cannot...
ha another incident to prove the theory is true...

lost...

i realised...i rant alot here...but i do not want anyone to comment on my rants...
all are jumbled thoughts that has no link...

one of my lab grp gal have up to 7 guys goin after her at a pt...
now its down to 3...
she isnt dat chio...mayb i dunno her well enuff...dun care to anyway...not dat i care much abt looks
but dat day i heard from my frd...she made all 3 guys come and study with her together...
fuck lah...if i am one of the guys i will be pissed lor...
toying me ard like dat...
wat? direct comparsion? !@#@#$....
fucked up sia..ultimate fucked up

y must a gal come to a pt where a guy isnt being true to her and yet she is willingly there to endure all the bullshit and then complain to others....???

read somewhere its becos...if a guy is gd to a gal everytime....its nothing special...but if he is bochup n everything but shows concern once in awhile...HE IS APPEALING....
i think dats the worst thinkin to have...wat are u gals thinking sia...?

think i better off being a wanderer and having my own fun
the only time i really wanna stop wandering..and i am...*loss of words*

its quite obvious my frd is at it again...
travelling the distance ha...
ermm leave it at dat...
i support him though...dats wat a man shld do...
dats wat i would do...if i have a license and a CAR....
mayb dats y i am losing now...??

reputation is something i dun really care abt...
i am who i am...take me or leave me alone....
in ntu wise...i dun care to attract attention from gals by dressing up all nice and look like a FAG
nothing against fags...but alot of guys are not being wat they are...
its all abt images..and alot of little gals actually fall for it
dumb fucks...wait till u lose everything to such a creep then u know...
wolves in sheep clothings are walking ntu grounds more and more....

me and my grp of frds in ntu are counted a rowdy bunch...
so called ah bengs...
dun judge when u dun know us...
i dun comment on ur slutty or bastard ways do i?
at least we are being true and loyal to our beliefs...
we dun play ard with pple feelings and then walk away

hmm ha i didnt wanted to blog so much...most of it are bullshit
but jus my thoughts...